Something sad I wrote

Category: Writers Block

Post 1 by Mexican Spitfire (Eating the elephant one bite at a time.) on Tuesday, 13-Jan-2009 8:25:31

Oh heart of stone,
You hurt me with your silence,
Wish I could know,
Wish I could do,
What you silently ask of me.
I'm too simple to understand,
The reason why you don't rant,
Just walk away,
After hurting what you slay.
If I don't know the answer why don't you let me find it,
If you don't like the tape,
Why don't you just rewind it?
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to say,
But it doesn't matter now,
If all you want to do is play.
I am sad and confused,
Getting hurt on all sides,
I'm the one walking away,
With the faucets on high.
You don't seem to care,
But here inside,
While I swim against the tide,
Everything hurts,
Everything throbs,
Because I can't do anything right,
You make me feel so down,
The last day I saw you,
And you acted as if I wasn't around.
What did I do,
What did I say,
I get so confused,
The thing is I will still be there,
If you decide,
To let this go.
No longer welcome in your presence,
Or in your life it seems,
And I am left,
Not understanding why.
Thought you understood,
But I guess I'm wrong again.
I get hurt all the time,
How can I open up,
How can I open up,
When my heart is a mass of scars.
And if it should break,
Due to this foolish ache,
It should just burst,
Into a thousand pieces.
Let it break,
Let it burst,
But I hope you never know
How much it truly hurt.
I'll love you like my sis forever,
But I love him too,

Post 2 by Ok Sure (This site is so "educational") on Tuesday, 13-Jan-2009 18:09:44

hmmm, what's that last line about?